Zahhak’s Wildest Dreams: A suspenseful thriller novel.
I’ve always
been fascinated by psychology. It all started when I read about Charles Sobraj.
Then I went on a roller coaster from Ted Bundy to Thug Behram and it continues
till today. There is no end to the fear of crime as long as stories about these
men prevail in the air and are being immortalized in the form of movies and
novels. At the end of 2015, I was mentally and financially broke. Those were
the dark days of my life that I still can’t leave behind. I went into chronic
depression having made nothing out of my career and personal life. I stopped
pursuing film making and was down in the dumps sharing a room with a friend of
mine. Every day was hell with my constant mood swings and wild thoughts that
ranged from suicide to murder. I spent several sleepless nights roaming the
dark corners of the city. It took me a while to put myself back together. I had
been a while I stopped writing screenplays. But one night changed it all. I was
lying awake on my cot when it all came to me. It was a little idea that I kept
to myself. I didn’t know what to make of it. I was just playing with it as a
creative exercise. I did my research inch by inch and fast forward 18 months, I
was sitting atop a story that had a lot of potential in it. I tried to fund my
project but I couldn’t go back to begging people and let them treat me like
trash. Plus, I had to support myself working fulltime in a ‘proper’ job. But I
could just keep the story all to myself. I thought people should hear it one
way or another. I tried to put forth my homeworks in the form of short stories
and then eventually turned them into a novel. Writing this book had given me a
second chance at everything. One of my friends suggested I approach an agent or
a publishing house but I didn’t want spending years of my life looking for
someone who could give me a break. I decided to get it over with
self-publishing platforms.
To talk
about Zahhak’s Wildest Dreams, it’s a thriller book about a hunt for a serial
killer and is the first of my crime-mystery series, 'Tall Crimes'. I couldn’t lead it like the way classic mystery writers did. I had to
render an ‘old wives tale’ style to the narration. It gave me an opportunity to
explore writing and the art of storytelling. It wasn’t long after I fell in
love with the words of Gabriel Garcia Marquez, Marlon James and Kafka. I learnt
from these writers before I started penning my story down. The difficulty I had
writing this book was the research. I had to watch a lot of documentaries and
real-life interviews with serial killers. It was one thing seeing them
portrayed in movies and stories but this was different. This was more real and
it completely changed the way I perceived everything around me. But finishing
this book was worth all that I went through. After months of editing and
rewriting, I, finally, had the courage to go ahead with publishing. Both Kindle
and Paperback versions are now available at Amazon Marketplaces. Make sure you
add it to your reading list!
Great work. Keep moving ahead.
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